When there are other thing that the money can go to, yes I do it as a waste. But when you and jerm where into the fish tanks really heavy who was buying you stuff for your tank. It was me. I know that I spent 50 on you in one day. I helped take care of jerms tank we had them up and running. Who bought your last batch of salt, me. I may not know everything there is to know about tanks that doesn't mean that I don't like them or want to learn. And yesturday when you asked me to check on your fish, I just forgot, my bad.